To Do

I am surrounded by baskets full of laundry and the thoughts of what I should be doing. I really need to put the comforter that I washed today back on the bed . I need to go downstairs and clean/mop the kitchen. I could also vacuum. Lord knows the carpet is so filthy from three days of play and crumbs. I need to make a cake and icing for my dad's birthday cake. We are having family over for a get together here tomorrow. Oh, and then I should reorganize my homeschooling books and papers the kids have worked on this week. Oops, the rugs are still outside. I need to bring those in from shaking them. You know, I noticed at supper that Brayden's booster seat was getting kind of yucky. I ought to wash it down. I really need to call my mother-in-law and check on her. I know she has had a busy week. Wait a minute . . . I am gonna choose to sit here and enjoy the fact that my children are all tucked away and I can have this peaceful moment.

God has blessed me so richly to have so many people and things to tend to. I often lose sight of the blessing. I am a planner and I anticipate so much that sometimes I worry more than I should. All the things that I mentioned above may get done tonight, but more than likely they won't. I may freak out a little in the morning, but that is okay. I know they will get done, because I am a disciplined person.

I want to count my blessings tonight instead of continuing my To-Do List. I wonder which one would be longer.

I thank the Lord that I have five living breathing people in the house to love and be near each day. I am thankful that I have a home that gives us all space to grow, learn and laugh in. I am thankful for a man that is crazy about me and I am falling more for everyday. So thankful that he is a thinker and aspires to be a better person daily. I am grateful for the toothpaste leftovers in the sink that my children have left after a hard day of play and learning. I am thankful that I have music that surrounds me daily and lifts me up when my spirit may be drifting. I adore the sweet voices that call me to just check in and encourage me with stories and an "i love you". I am thankful for the chatter that encircles the dining room table at mealtime, as every child is eager to express themselves in one way or another. I am thankful for my extended family and how we all yearn to be with one another. I am thankful for the way my children come to me when something is wrong. I am thankful that serious Julian allowed himself to make silly faces today. I am thankful for new friends and neighbors. I am grateful for the way we eat and how it makes me feel. I am most thankful for a God whose love is undying. I am in awe of all He has done in my life and continues to do. I am thankful for the Spirit's gentle tugs at my heart each hour of every day. I am amazed and ever grateful for Jesus and what a radical He was. How could I live without His influence on my life? Oh, how he is shaping me to be a better wife and mother.

My, my, how a thankful heart does sweeten the soul.